Tarot Insight for Spring Equinox

The choir of birdsSing gospelTo me, hear now

The final outcome is death.Ain't it the truth?Ashes to ashes to dust to no longer occupying this body mind spirit heartMy fear is being a hanged womanStuck in flux, bound upside downThe world of my ego wants me to seek justice, balance and fairness for all beings. Including myself.My heart is broken, pierced, cut, openI am blindfolded and looking within for strength, for peace. It is there.The future isn't going to  bring any salvation, any immediate clear, clean resolution, any enlightenmentMy goal and destiny is our goal and destiny: living our purpose; giving our gifts to the community, local and globalThe High Priestess of my former self who needed a guru, a lineage, a guide, no longer seeks but rather finds wisdom inside my chest and on the soles of my feet.The Queen of Wands wants me to remember the power of my thoughts and the radical acceptance of all that arises from benevolence to pity to joy to fear.I am juggling infinity. Finding balance in paradox and duality. Equilibrium betweengrace and gritbeing and doingacceptance and actioncontentment and discontentshadow and lightcreation and destructionmasculine and feminineyin and yangAnd at the center of it all, here we are celebrating life, home, familycreating space for love, joy, sadness, curiosity, confusion and all elseThank you, teachersThank you, cardsThank you, ears, eyes, hands, feet, lungs, heart, stomach, brainThank you for serving me every moment of every day of this splendid, precious life.

A holy momentBarefoot eyes brightHeart splayed open