I Am That. {poem}

I am pretty self aware.I am overwhelmedI am no oneI am everyoneI am a bad motherI am a good personI am michelle MargaretI am asking howI am writing too muchI am empatheticI am fed upI am fedI am writing sentences.I am composing in my mind.I am exhaustedI am going to BogotaI am not happyI am contentI am reading two dozen booksI am never going to get out of hereI am consumedI am overwhelmed...did I mention that?I am manic I am depressedI am listening I am struttingI am on the sidewalkI am brokenI am wholeI am fixedI am savedI am hereI am nowI am wondering...why?And how?